"The slave girl is commonly desired and prized by her Master; she is one of his treasures. The Master, interested in her and attentive to her, wants to know everything about her, in its complexity and intimacy. He wants to know her thoughts, her emotions and feelings, in all their feminine, lyrical detail."
This is what my understanding of what it is to be an owned slave.
When i think about what it truly is to be an owned slave on a personal level i think of peace, harmony and balance. To surrender myself to my Master in totality. "Surrender; the act of yielding, or resigning ones person, or the possession of something, into the power of another, as, the surrender of a castle to an enemy; the surrender of a right" God has given me free choice whether to accept Masters decision or not. I choose whether to accept his authority over me or not. An owned slave willingly and freely gives up all choice and decisions by accepting their Master. Masters’ word is final and absolute. A slave will only get away with what Master allows as stated by Master Himself. A slave is to serve at the Masters convenience not vise versa.
- Slaves belong, entirely, to their owner. Mind, Body, Soul, & Heart!
There is a deep calling within my soul to submit. Not to just anyone but to Master. It is not a mere "play session" on a Saturday night or an online venture that is role-played out. It runs through my veins and is entwined in my soul. The need for my King is a deeply rooted need to belong to him and him only in my entirety 24 hours a day 7 days a week.
A Master is not merely interested in the flesh. That comes easily enough. My surrender is of all my thoughts, my spirit and my heart which is centered around him and seeks him.
Owned by my Master i feel a sense of a complete unity as i can only be truly balanced with him. i believe i was created to serve My Master. The reason i was put on this earth was to be owned by him. i simply exist to serve my Master.
- Complete Trust.
A Master should never think of owning a slave unless he was capable and well prepared to assume responsibilities for that slave. Any slave through their submission gives complete trust to their owner. For me however, it travels a bit deeper past the traditional trust with conditions ( if you do this i will do that) For me, i must trust Master to know what is best for me. When i need encouragement, when i need pushing and when i need discipline. i surrender this trust to him unconditionally. ( i never said it is easy)
- An investment
A slave is the property and investment of the Master and a good Master should not and must not lose money on his investment.
- The offering
A slave should and must continue to make small offerings, sacrifices like scents, incense, gadgets, cologne to the Master in order to continue receiving favor, kindness and mercy from the Master.
- i am who i am.
And i love it! With that being said the good, the bad and the ugly...I hide none of it from my Master, whether that be thoughts, feelings, desires, needs. There is no falsehood no barriers, my Master is there to protect me not harm me. I express my feelings and thoughts and withhold nothing from my Master. I learned a long time ago just to stop fighting against my nature and accept who i am for all the imperfects and perfections within me. Above all i as a slave must continue to improve myself physically,mentally and spiritually for the soul purpose of serving my Master's Master "The Creator"God.
..the love of a slave girl is the deepest and most profound love that any woman can give a man. Love makes a woman a man's slave, and the wholeness of that love requires that she be, in truth, his slave. With nothing less can she be fully, and institutionally, content. (Magicians of Gor, page 31)
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